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<blockquote data-quote="kinggabby" data-source="post: 2735820" data-attributes="member: 19139"><p>When I was 2 I was burned by a grease fire. I went from oh how cute to OH my Lord look at him in an instant. I grew up with no self esteem. I was thrown into a pit of despair that took 23 years to get out of it. I fought depression for most of my life. I did the best I could to try and cover my scars. I tried the bad comb over to try and cover my scars on my head. I always wore shirts to cover the scars on my chest and back. I wore pants so the scars on my leg were covered. I thought about ending it all. Because I was tired of being picked on. I was tired of every day I went to school I was teased and when I got home I was beat up by my brother or his friends. I sat down one day with the intent on ending it all. I had the method and plenty of time before anyone would have found me. But in that moment of weakness a small but powerful thought came to mind. If I ended it all they win. Everyone who ever called me a bad name or hit me because I Was different would win. That is what saved me that day. After that the fear of going to hell stopped further attempts. Now I know Gods loves me and he will help me when things are bad. What is meant for evil he will work for goodness. No one but you can make the final choice. Even God will not work against your will. But please believe me when I say there are people who care for you. You may not see it through your pain at this moment but there really are. As stated your choice ether way will have a deep impact on peoples lives around you. The greatest thing I could ever do for you is pray for you. I have already lifted you up in prayer to My Father who is in Heaven.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="kinggabby, post: 2735820, member: 19139"] When I was 2 I was burned by a grease fire. I went from oh how cute to OH my Lord look at him in an instant. I grew up with no self esteem. I was thrown into a pit of despair that took 23 years to get out of it. I fought depression for most of my life. I did the best I could to try and cover my scars. I tried the bad comb over to try and cover my scars on my head. I always wore shirts to cover the scars on my chest and back. I wore pants so the scars on my leg were covered. I thought about ending it all. Because I was tired of being picked on. I was tired of every day I went to school I was teased and when I got home I was beat up by my brother or his friends. I sat down one day with the intent on ending it all. I had the method and plenty of time before anyone would have found me. But in that moment of weakness a small but powerful thought came to mind. If I ended it all they win. Everyone who ever called me a bad name or hit me because I Was different would win. That is what saved me that day. After that the fear of going to hell stopped further attempts. Now I know Gods loves me and he will help me when things are bad. What is meant for evil he will work for goodness. No one but you can make the final choice. Even God will not work against your will. But please believe me when I say there are people who care for you. You may not see it through your pain at this moment but there really are. As stated your choice ether way will have a deep impact on peoples lives around you. The greatest thing I could ever do for you is pray for you. I have already lifted you up in prayer to My Father who is in Heaven. [/QUOTE]
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