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<blockquote data-quote="John6185" data-source="post: 2736882" data-attributes="member: 25679"><p>I asked that question of a physician once and he said "everyone has that thought go through their mind." When I was around 6 years old I tried to end it all but didn't know how. My stepdad was awful mean to me and I had a miserable childhood. Had there been a TV where I could have seen hangings, I would have done that I suppose.</p><p></p><p>I grew up in a grossly dysfunctional home-if it could ever be called that. Stepfather beat me, mother was married 15 times! Yes fifteen. I never had a father figure and didn't know then that things were abnormal. I had no one to encourage me in school so I made poor grades and had low self-esteem and still do at 71 years old. My mom never loved me because she didn't know how to love. She was cold and stubborn and indifferent to me or my mental and physical hurt but I pushed on and faked my way through life up to now. The neighbors shunned me because of my half-brother and we were looked down on. Sure, I thought about ending it all but never di, not because I did;t have the courage but because it would have been wrong.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="John6185, post: 2736882, member: 25679"] I asked that question of a physician once and he said "everyone has that thought go through their mind." When I was around 6 years old I tried to end it all but didn't know how. My stepdad was awful mean to me and I had a miserable childhood. Had there been a TV where I could have seen hangings, I would have done that I suppose. I grew up in a grossly dysfunctional home-if it could ever be called that. Stepfather beat me, mother was married 15 times! Yes fifteen. I never had a father figure and didn't know then that things were abnormal. I had no one to encourage me in school so I made poor grades and had low self-esteem and still do at 71 years old. My mom never loved me because she didn't know how to love. She was cold and stubborn and indifferent to me or my mental and physical hurt but I pushed on and faked my way through life up to now. The neighbors shunned me because of my half-brother and we were looked down on. Sure, I thought about ending it all but never di, not because I did;t have the courage but because it would have been wrong. [/QUOTE]
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