From what I know about your situation, I can't say I blame you.
I've just come to realize I'm not cut out for married life for the very same reasons I never kept a boyfriend for long and why I vex Grumpy so much. Lol Of course if you ask me he does his fair share of vexxing, too. But the lessons we learn about ourselves sometimes come a bit late -- I just learned it about 20 years too late. Like Grumpy's dad said once "I'm in a little too deep here to bail out now." I wish I could have met the man. Sounds like he could have taught me a thing or two.
I do wish you guys luck on your new adventure, though. Just because it ain't for me doesn't mean it's not for everyone else.