OP I truly hope you are ok and not considering this as an option. I can’t even imagine what you are going through, but having lost more than one mentor and friends to suicide, it may have solved that individuals problem(s) but causes lifelong issues for everyone around you. Constant reminders of what else could I have done or should have done. Please, please, please find someone to talk to if you are having these thoughts. IT’S NOT WORTH IT!
Now to answer your question, I can’t say it will keep someone from entering heaven, but like others have said my eternity is not something I’m willing to gamble. I struggle enough as a man and human being as it is.
Now to answer your question, I can’t say it will keep someone from entering heaven, but like others have said my eternity is not something I’m willing to gamble. I struggle enough as a man and human being as it is.