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<blockquote data-quote="NightShade" data-source="post: 3211566" data-attributes="member: 29706"><p>She really was a lot of fun. We didn't meet in a traditional way and when we had first started talking she dropped off the map for a while as her daughter was having issues of her own. When we reconnected and were able to meet we just clicked. She is about 16 years older than I am but Shauna had a thirst for living life and having fun that I just loved about her. She played games on her computer all the time and for a while we played World of Warcraft together. I think back a little and I know that she was having problems closer to the end. She was unable to remember little things in the games and how to go places and as I had stopped playing it was hard for me to help her. But she loved to watch me play games even after that point and we did so many things together. </p><p></p><p>I was able to take her out to Branson a couple years ago and we bought season passes at the beginning of last year planning to go again but with all the issues that came up were were unable to go. Even though she could not ride the rides she like to watch the people and see the rides go around. She was dumbfounded watching me ride powder keg and seeing it power launch. We spent Thanksgiving out there that year and she was able to see the lights and go to some of the shows and she just loved it to pieces. She enjoyed seeing the demonstrations and the forge I was able to talk to her about some of the stuff being done because in highschool as a freshman I was able to do some aluminium castings and knew the process. I had hoped to just extend the passes from last year and use them this year but now I don't see the point, I don't want to go alone.</p><p></p><p>She was such a wonderful woman and I always knew how to get her to crack a smile. Goofy little comments that fit the situation perfectly always seemed to come up when she was very down and I could keep her going. On Thursday I was able to do the same for her daughter as she called hoping that it wasn't true and I spoke with her for a bit. She was crying and near the end I told her to tell her boyfriend that he better hold on to her and keep her safe or I was going to go out there and kick him in the balls. She went from balling to laughing and I was always able to do the same for Shauna.</p><p></p><p>[USER=1132]@Glocktogo[/USER] I agree and Beautiful Trauma and F*kin Perfect are going to be in there. Even at the end Shauna was PERFECT to me. She is going to be in OKC on the 23rd and I thought about just saying screw it and buying a ticket and take a sign telling her about Shauna. I would give anything to be able to sit down and tell her thank you and how much her music meant to us and how my wife loved her. She and I are the same age...</p><p></p><p>Just to let everyone know how I am doing. Still on the roller coaster so to speak. Something hit me yesterday and I was having a really tough time and it was still pretty rough today but I pushed through and got stuff done. Stopped by the funeral home and offered my AR as collateral to make sure Shauna would be taken care of. He refused and said he was not worried about it. I know he has costs associated with things and I wanted to make sure that they were covered. We chatted about different stuff for a while some Shauna some not and it helped a lot but I was still feeling like a huge weight was trying to crush me into dust. I talked with Shauna's mom after that for a bit and that both made me cry a little and helped. Got a burger to eat and came home. Made the dog his meal as it was Shauna's little thing that once a day he gets a special meal with a little of something and some kibble. He got a crisscut fry with a little western bacon burger and wolfed that down. I sat in my chair and put in a movie. I haven't been sleeping well at all and I know taking naps can make it worse so I try to make sure I stay awake but with the movie playing I would get 5 or ten second cat naps here and there and after a while I was feeling very peaceful. We used to do just that sometimes while we sat in our chairs side by side. I am tired still but I feel a whole lot better than when I woke up this morning after a couple hours sleep with my heart pounding like I had ran a marathon but no idea why.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="NightShade, post: 3211566, member: 29706"] She really was a lot of fun. We didn't meet in a traditional way and when we had first started talking she dropped off the map for a while as her daughter was having issues of her own. When we reconnected and were able to meet we just clicked. She is about 16 years older than I am but Shauna had a thirst for living life and having fun that I just loved about her. She played games on her computer all the time and for a while we played World of Warcraft together. I think back a little and I know that she was having problems closer to the end. She was unable to remember little things in the games and how to go places and as I had stopped playing it was hard for me to help her. But she loved to watch me play games even after that point and we did so many things together. I was able to take her out to Branson a couple years ago and we bought season passes at the beginning of last year planning to go again but with all the issues that came up were were unable to go. Even though she could not ride the rides she like to watch the people and see the rides go around. She was dumbfounded watching me ride powder keg and seeing it power launch. We spent Thanksgiving out there that year and she was able to see the lights and go to some of the shows and she just loved it to pieces. She enjoyed seeing the demonstrations and the forge I was able to talk to her about some of the stuff being done because in highschool as a freshman I was able to do some aluminium castings and knew the process. I had hoped to just extend the passes from last year and use them this year but now I don't see the point, I don't want to go alone. She was such a wonderful woman and I always knew how to get her to crack a smile. Goofy little comments that fit the situation perfectly always seemed to come up when she was very down and I could keep her going. On Thursday I was able to do the same for her daughter as she called hoping that it wasn't true and I spoke with her for a bit. She was crying and near the end I told her to tell her boyfriend that he better hold on to her and keep her safe or I was going to go out there and kick him in the balls. She went from balling to laughing and I was always able to do the same for Shauna. [USER=1132]@Glocktogo[/USER] I agree and Beautiful Trauma and F*kin Perfect are going to be in there. Even at the end Shauna was PERFECT to me. She is going to be in OKC on the 23rd and I thought about just saying screw it and buying a ticket and take a sign telling her about Shauna. I would give anything to be able to sit down and tell her thank you and how much her music meant to us and how my wife loved her. She and I are the same age... Just to let everyone know how I am doing. Still on the roller coaster so to speak. Something hit me yesterday and I was having a really tough time and it was still pretty rough today but I pushed through and got stuff done. Stopped by the funeral home and offered my AR as collateral to make sure Shauna would be taken care of. He refused and said he was not worried about it. I know he has costs associated with things and I wanted to make sure that they were covered. We chatted about different stuff for a while some Shauna some not and it helped a lot but I was still feeling like a huge weight was trying to crush me into dust. I talked with Shauna's mom after that for a bit and that both made me cry a little and helped. Got a burger to eat and came home. Made the dog his meal as it was Shauna's little thing that once a day he gets a special meal with a little of something and some kibble. He got a crisscut fry with a little western bacon burger and wolfed that down. I sat in my chair and put in a movie. I haven't been sleeping well at all and I know taking naps can make it worse so I try to make sure I stay awake but with the movie playing I would get 5 or ten second cat naps here and there and after a while I was feeling very peaceful. We used to do just that sometimes while we sat in our chairs side by side. I am tired still but I feel a whole lot better than when I woke up this morning after a couple hours sleep with my heart pounding like I had ran a marathon but no idea why. [/QUOTE]
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