Some fellers have all the luck. I've been trying to get my hands on a 500 handi rifle for a couple years.nagant revolvers are like a .22
Now if you want recoil try a steyr M95 in 8X56R with some surplus ammo. They are hard kickers...........or a NEF handi rifle in .500 S&W. Often you will see those for sale with say.....3 rounds of ammo missing out of a box.