Ok ... Well I took the leap. Haven't had a pain pill since Tuesday. Used some THC gummies -- 1/2 of one every night before bed and a beer ... Or 3 ... And 3 fingers of scotch midday ... a day to control my back pain. You have to remember I'm a damned lightweight so I am staying pretty buzzed. Lol Haven't left the house all week BUT I have gotten back some of my motivation to do things. And the brain fog I was having trouble with is gone. Which I will admit the back pain is pretty ****ing close to being unbearable. But ... My headaches are gone except for a little twinge here and there, and my arthritis pain is also gone. So ... I've just traded off but it is a lot easier the deal with pain from one area (no matter how bad so far) than to be hurting ALL over and puking your guts up because the doctors only give you enough to take the sharp edge off, not actually control the pain. It's kinda weird but it's a bit more tolerable this way.
All I have to say is my card isn't gonna get here fast enough so I can find something that doesn't make me sleepy -- the gummies I'm using now were given to us to help Dawg with his fear of storms and he didn't like the watermelon flavored ones so I snagged them to see if I could get the same results I did when I smoked pot in college and sure enough! I cannot believe I have basically gone my entire adult life fighting every kind of headache known to man when I could have been doing a half a THC gummy every night before bed and felt human.
Still ****ing pissed at doctors. Because I'll get all kinds of grief I'm sure, for not being a good little girl and letting them **** me around ... But then ... I gotta go see them first. And that ain't gonna happen. They can teleconference with me if it's that important. But I'm not going in ... And they don't need to know anything about me other than I am fine and I'll call them IF I need them.
All I have to say is my card isn't gonna get here fast enough so I can find something that doesn't make me sleepy -- the gummies I'm using now were given to us to help Dawg with his fear of storms and he didn't like the watermelon flavored ones so I snagged them to see if I could get the same results I did when I smoked pot in college and sure enough! I cannot believe I have basically gone my entire adult life fighting every kind of headache known to man when I could have been doing a half a THC gummy every night before bed and felt human.
Still ****ing pissed at doctors. Because I'll get all kinds of grief I'm sure, for not being a good little girl and letting them **** me around ... But then ... I gotta go see them first. And that ain't gonna happen. They can teleconference with me if it's that important. But I'm not going in ... And they don't need to know anything about me other than I am fine and I'll call them IF I need them.