Exactly. I doubt I've made more than 40 or 50 knives and my talents are probably below the national average, especially since "Forged In Fire" inspired a huge number of new knifemakers, but that doesn't keep me awake nights because every knife I've made was an enjoyable learning experience, even the screwups. I've given away most of them to family members and friends except for a dozen or so. I need to get busy and make a few more now that winter is here and forging is less sweaty. Building tools I couldn't afford to buy - like a homebrew 2x72 belt grinder - has also been enjoyable. It's a hobby, it's supposed to be fun.O I get it. I'm not that talented yet but just hand sanding the handle is something I can get lost in.