I got up at 3 this morning and made it to my favorite duck spot on kaw lake by 4:30 just to make sure no other hunters beat me to it. So now I've been standing in water for an hour with another hour to go before I can start. I passed up sex last night and went to bed early and earlier this week I overnighted a new choke. I have been deer hunting for 13 years and now I don't even want to step into the woods. I even traded my black powder rifle for a layout blind last year! Everytime I close my eyes I see ducks cupping, this happens sleeping or awake. Im telling y'all this not because im tired of being an addict and want to start the road to recovery but because im bored and have nothing to do!