The same thing happened to me, but the gun was used in a shooting out of state. I felt bad someone was killed, but I am not responsible for the intentional bad acts of others. Neither are you. You didn't do anything wrong. In fact, you were the victim of a crime.
If you had left your a gun out and a kid had got a hold of it, I could understand your angst, but in the scenario you described, you are being way, way too hard on yourself. Life is full of terrible people who do horrible things. You are not one of them, and you sure as Hell are not responsible for them.
If you had left your a gun out and a kid had got a hold of it, I could understand your angst, but in the scenario you described, you are being way, way too hard on yourself. Life is full of terrible people who do horrible things. You are not one of them, and you sure as Hell are not responsible for them.