Yesterday we lost our baby. Wife hadn't felt her move so we came to the hospital. Had to have a c section. Pretty bad day. Nothing can prepare you for holding your dead baby. My wife and I are ok, we know God is always good, and there is a reason even when we can't seem to find one. My family and my church family are taking great care of us, but I just felt like I needed to "talk" and this is anonymous enough that it's easier. I am not a crier, but man I have been lately. Seems like every time I get in the car by myself to run a grab a bite or something for my wife I just lose it for a few. Just makes you feel so helpless.
I appreciate your prayers if you pray. Not for me so much as for my kids and my wife. Kids were so excited to have another baby sister.
Keira Abigail. Never glimpsed this cold world. First time she opened her eyes she saw heaven.
I appreciate your prayers if you pray. Not for me so much as for my kids and my wife. Kids were so excited to have another baby sister.
Keira Abigail. Never glimpsed this cold world. First time she opened her eyes she saw heaven.