Y'know, that sounds just like you.
I have a clock in my car but it jumps around and sometimes goes blank and you never know what time it is anyway.
If I am leaving to go somewhere i will get there when I get there.
Looking at the time does not make any difference.
Now when I say I will be somewhere at a certain time I am there and I must look at a clock.
I do not have a watch or cell so I hope i pass a bank that has the correct time.
I look at receipts after a purchase and get the time that way also.