Hi cooljeff,
Prayers sent for you this moment.
Faith is a tough thing that this world has ways to shake, but I think it is a powerful and very important thing to the Lord that we put our trust in Him.
I too struggle with the worries of this world vs. what I know I NEED to do which is put my faith completely in Him.
I truly hope all works out as you hope, but even if it doesn't, try not to take that to mean that what you have accomplished so far is a loss. Don't let yourself be beaten by one loss even if it is a big one...
Take care,
Alan
THANK YOU Alan, I can tell you understand my feelings about things. That's exactly how I feel! Thanks for the kind words sir. God is giving me encouragement as we speak!!! I know he is in control, sometimes my human nature just needs to hear reports and opinions from other fellow believers. Thanks to everyone, I truly love and cherish folks on here, even the crazy ones! LOL... Just kidding....